YAY! I am going to west chester.
For reals this time, this is where I am ACTUALLY SERIOUSLY going to college.
WEST CHESTER!
It's a pretty school in a pretty place.
Dan is moving 5 blocks from my house in 3 weeks! Life is very good.

wow I need to update more.
So I just had my wisdom teeths out. It hurts a little, but the pain meds they are giving me are very very very strong and loopy ones (Endocet!)
If you need to get your teeths pullzies, go to dr mark funt. He's a weirdo and a wise ass, but he got it done in half an hour and I was nowhere even close to awake until I was walking out of the room.
Although the painting in the recovery room scared the living shit out of me.
I love Aurora. She brought me cake batter ice cream from coldstone yesterday while I was in a ridiculous medicine loop.
Today-to west chester with my bad self! Maybe I'll see jason love, my old lab partner who is the best. Also he is a very good gee-tar-iiste.
My hair is wet. I need to brush it.
I'm very lucky. I have a best girlfriend I can tell anything, a best fake brother named Joe who I never grow apart from no matter how busy we get, and a vera cute boyfriend who comes over and makes me homemade chicken soup (he made his own chicken broth and everything!!) when I had my wisdom teeth pulled.
All I need is a nice college and I will be done for now. I am so content.
Maybe it's just the pills, but life rules right now.
My family is also awesome.
I miss molls and ems though, glad I got to see ems when she came homes!
I have open mic buddies too!
YAY MEDICINE!
I need to get ready to go to my future school.
Hannah.
Marie.
Anderson?
BOOO TOO FAR AHEAD THINKING WHAT ARE YOU DOING
but we'd make such hot babies!!!
wow I need to stop.
"NO!! THESE BOOBS BELONG TO DAN...and me when I am bored."-Yours truly.

Life is good because:

-I passed rafe's martial test (genin exam!) WOOO!!!
-I'm teaching martial arts to the underpriviliggizzled kiddies next week.
-I'm going camping with miss Aurora and Dan next weekend.
-Dan is oh so very sexy and he's been excercising and getting all muscley and ahhhhh
-He's taking me out to dinner tonight
-I'm going to take a nap first.

Did I mention that I love everyone?
I'm going to call my brother. I miss him.

"Eternal nothingness is fine if you happen to be dressed for it."-Woody Allen

ahh...finally woke up early enough to post. Have had no time to do anything at work.
so my life has been-
WE INTERRUPT THIS BLOG FOR A BRIEF ADVERTISEMENT.
Want to give the Olney track team somewhere to run besides the basement? Then today is your LUCKY FREAKIN' DAY! Mail me $13 and you can buy a ton of track gravel. This will be awesome because you will then have a ton of track gravel that's yours and you own a piece of the track and it's awesome. so yeah...buy some track because we need $1300 by april 28th.
It's not entirely my responsibility...but i feel responsible because I'm the point person fpr the project.
*WHIMPER*
now back to blogging.
Zenescope din' give me the job yet because they aren't sure what their needs are going to be this summer.
sigh.
So I applied at Wawa yesterday. I'm going to keep job hunting. It's going to be hard because I'll only be able to work really for a month and a half/two months.
I want to say that Dan and I are awesome, because in a sense we are. But I feel like we are on the brink. My folks don't entirely approve of him, most of my friends haven't met him, a few of my friends don't like him, he's got a bad rep...I feel like there's a lot hanging in the balance.
Here's the thing though, I'm starting to not give a crap. He's proven himself to be faithful, courteous, funny, a good listener yadda yadda yadda. So what else matters? In an ideal world, nothing else would matter. Nobody would care that my baby has bubbles in his retina from his past. He treats me well, which is all I can ask.
But there's so much strain, so much yet to come...I can't pretend I'm not worried that he wont get along with people I care deeply about and I'll have to live a double life of seeing them and seeing him. I already have friends that avoid my eyes when I say his name.
...it's scary....
I'm really stuck on the fool. Today is two months. We might go camping during spring break.
I wanna bring Aurora.
Time to go.
"He would make a very handsome throw rug...every time you got mad you could just take him outside and beat him"-Zazu, lion king. No idea why this came to mind.

SO my stomach is full of foods, it's 7:30, and I am home. That's a beautiful thing.
I ran into a bunch of people who quit city year on the bus while I was in uniform. They expounded on the virtues of being free from servitude.
Dude, I've gone this far, I don't intend to quit now.
I wish west chester would accept me so I could stop thinking about college shite.
I sent an "FU take me offa list" letter to Butt-gers financial aid department. I'm going to check my e-mail soon to see if I got a response.
Meeting with Zenescope tommorow about my lurvely summer job! I get a half day, which means a little bit of leisurely dinner with the boy before I go to tae kwon do.
Splendifferous!
I need to write stand up.
And a 5-7 page paper on Aikido, thank you RAFE.
so it's about time to stop procrastinating.
Mmmayybe.
The TKD studio got renovated! It's so PURTY!!
I'm feeling peppy due to an improved diet on my part. Feel like shit? eat your vegetables, sucka.

And now, kids say the darndest things brought to you by city year starfish corps.

Hannah: What's bad sportsmanship?
Tazianna: WhensomebodytakesaguntoyourheadandshootsitlikeBLOWWW!!!

sorry for the lack of updating.
Hectic.
Crazy.
Redonculous.
So in a few minutes I'm going to apply to kutztown.
Sigh.
I REALLY don't want to go there. West Chester okay, kutztown..eh. Not into it. Nothing wrong with it persay, just not the place for me.
I miss:
-Having enough time to write and do stand up
-My extremely sexy boyfriend
-Mr Quigley
-Joemollyemily
-Training with Rafe
-Being home
-Blizzards
-Comic cons
OH YEAH COMIC CONS
I just got back from NY comic con. I hugged Chuck D. Stan Lee had the booth next to us but I didn't talk to him. I got verily trashed at the Zenescope/ Silent Devil party. Zenescope re-offered me the job they hired me for but then were unable to give me. I'm going to confirm it first-but yay for that if I got it! I also got offered an internship at
....
at....
DC!!!!!!!
A dreeeam is a wiiiiish your heeeart maaaakes...
I was hit on by a man dressed as a banana. Gross!
I snuck Marley Weiner into the con as Jennie Breeden, eheh.
Gary Coleman was upstairs but I didn't feel like talking to him because I was too hung over on sunday.
The guy who won 'who wants to be a superhero' yelled excelsior! at me. I didn't know who he was and I was a little scared. Props to Feedback for one hell of a costume, though!!
My very first hangover! It sucked, but it was worth it for all the free yummy drinky drinks at the fancy bar place. I was very funny...apparently I chopped one of our writers in the chest. oops.
ugh god why am I applying to kutztown and not doing foul things with my boyfriend? SOMETHING IS WRONG THERE.
This means I'm growing up doesn't it?
"Excelsior!"-Feedback. I'm sorry, but it was fucking weird.

Fuck.
So the Rutgers financial aid office wont give me any money.
None.
Nada.
Zero.
So I'm not going.
FUCK.
I hate Fafsa. I also secretly resent my brother. I'd be able to go if my parents weren't in $80,000 student loan debt from my brother. It's not his fault I fucked up in high school, though. It's not his fault that my class rank makes me ineligible for any merit-based scholarships. Nobody cares about all of the good shit I did in high school, all they want is fucking numbers.
FUCK!!!!
I keep intermittenly crying. It's not fucking fair. The FAFSA claims my parents can kick in $40,000 which isn't fucking true.
..sigh...
I haven't even gotten into the only school I can afford, west chester, and I barely even want to go there, my parents badgered me into it. If I don't get into West Chester I'm positively fucked and I'll be DAMNED if I have to go to Montco. Nuh-uh. I'd rather move out and get a job until I had enough money to go to college than go there. The point of college is to get AWAY from high school.
This fucking blows.
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Happy belated valentines!
I feel very puddle-like at the moment. Puddle like and lethargic.
Yesterday I woke up early, went to my boy's house and went back to sleep all snugglfied. Then we went out to breakfast, bought stuff for him to make dinner, went back to his house, slept for another 3 hours, woke up, I sat on my ass and watched TV while he made dinner (cornish hens, soup, veggies, brown rice, biscuits..it ruled),and then we went upstairs killed a half-pint of bailey's ice cream each and watched Harold & Kumar. All of this punctuated by cuddling n' kisses and all that shit you don't want to hear about.
It was positively flawless as far as days go. I want to wake up and do that every day. I sure as hell wish I was there right now instead of at Olney high school. None of the students showed up today anyway, so I don't really see the "point".
The librarian isn't even here so I can enter books. Whatevers.
I have no idea how I'm getting to monster mania con.
Fudge. Mayhaps I could convince my folks.
I realize when I can't think of anything to type I start writing the word "moo" over and over again and erasing it. PERHAPS I AM SECRETLY A COW.
There's going to be some kind of parent-teacher regional council in here in a few minutes. The principal waltzed in and had me set up a bunch of chairs and gave me a bunch of responsibilites. That's how city year works...you do what needs getting done even if you are, say, the only one at your team to show up to the school because you were the only team member who knew that the team meeting wasn't until NEXT week.
Anyway, I think it'd be funny if I practiced martial arts until they got here. There's enough space!
I've been reading the Tao Te Ching every day. It's nice, but I need to meditate on the meaning of "Tao" because it refers to itself a lot. I get the feeling that a lot of people meditate on the meaning of tao and never get there because that is the point. O well. Might as well join thousands of years of ancestors.
I mean, what the hell.
There's several korean karaoke bars and korean stores in this neighborhood, but no koreans attend my school. They probably all go to private schools. The majority of the Asian kids here are Chinese or Cambodian. Mostly Cambodian.
I need to learn more about Cambodia. I'm running into many philadelphians of this descent...it could very soon become an important part of Philadelphia culture.
I wanna go sleepy-bye with my baby. The one that calls to make sure I got home okay, cooks me awesome food, and stays with me even though people without large sugar bellies hit on him a whole hell of a lot.
I miss martial arts. I think I'm going to skip the lit mag meeting today so that I can go.

"Universal education is the most corroding and disintegrating poison that liberalism has ever invented for its own destruction."-Adolf Hitler. I think I'm going to do a run of criminal nasty quotes for the next few posts.